Monday, October 4, 2010

Feast of St. Francis


Happy Monday, everybody. Today happens to be the Feast of St. Francis day, according to the Christian calendar. This works out well, since my friend Leroy has been posting about St. Francis a lot lately, as well.

If you don't know much about St. Francis, you really should read up on him. Robert West has a new biography about him, available at christianbook.com for cheap. Also, if you're into slightly fanciful, dramatic film interpretations, check out Franco Zeferelli's movie, Brother Sun, Sister Moon.

Earlier this year, I purchased a book via christianbook.com called Literary Companion to the Festivals, by Mark Pryce (with a foreword by Walter Brueggemann). In this book, Pryce has collected spiritually relevant pieces by well-known literary figures, and compiled them into a daily reading for each holiday or feast day on the Christian calendar. Here's today's reading, provided from a letter by Oscar Wilde.

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Written in 1897 when Wilde was in public disgrace, serving a prison sentence and declared bankrupt, this letter arises out of the depths of Wilde's humiliation. In his reflections on human suffering and repentance Wilde writes eloquently of the graciousness of Christ's 'poetic' nature--that is, of the supreme quality of his imagination--and of his sympathy and love towards others. For Wilde, only the life of St. Francis truly mirrored these qualities of Christ:

"The world had always loved the saint as being the nearest approach to the perfection of God. Christ, through some divine instinct in him, seems to have always loved the sinner as being the nearest possible approach to the perfection of man. His primary desire was not to reform people, any more than his primary desire was to relieve suffering. To turn an interesting thief into a tedious honest man was not his aim. He would have thought little of the Prisoners' Aid Society and other modern movements of that kind. The conversion of a publican into a Pharisee would not have seemed to him a great achievement. But in a manner not yet understood of the world he regarded sin and suffering as being in themselves beautiful holy things and modes of perfection.

It seems a very dangerous idea. It is--all great ideas are dangerous. That is was Christ's creed admits of no doubt. That it is the true creed I don't doubt myself.

Of course the sinner must repent. But why? Simply because otherwise he would be unable to realize what he had done. The moment of repentance is the moment of initiation. More than that: it is the means by which one alters one's past. The Greeks thought that impossible. They often say in the gnomic aphorisms, 'Even the Gods cannot alter the past'. Christ showed that the commonest sinner could do it, that it was the one thing he could do. Christ, had he been asked, would have said--I feel quite certain about it--that the moment the prodigal son fell on his knees and wept, he made his having wasted his substance with harlots, his swine-herding and hungering for the husks they ate, beautiful and holy moments in his life. It is difficult for most people to grasp the idea. I dare say one has to go to prison to understand it. If so, it may be worth while going to prison.

There is something so unique about Christ. Of course just as there are false dawns before the dawn itself, and winter days so full of sudden sunlight that they will cheat the wise crocus into squandering its gold before its time, and make some foolish bird call to its mate to build on barren boughs, so there were Christians before Christ. For that we should be grateful. The unfortunate thing is that there have been none since. I make one exception, St. Francis of Assisi. But then God had given him at his birth the soul of a poet, as he himself when quite young had in mystical marriage taken poverty as his bride: and with the soul of a poet and the body of a beggar he found the way to perfection not difficult. He understood Christ, and so he became like him. We do not require the Liber Conformitatum to teach us that the life of St. Francis was the true Imitatio Christi, a poem compared to which the book of that name is merely prose.

Indeed, that is the charm about Christ, when all is said: he is just like a work of art. He does not really teach one anything, but by being brought into his presence one becomes something. And everyone is predestined to his presence. Once at least in his life each man walks with Christ to Emmaus."
--Literary Companion to the Festivals, by Mark Pryce

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Hey, hey, hey! It's Music Sunday!

This week, I had the great fortune to see Elf Power, Morning Teleportation, and The Hibernauts live at the Off Broadway in St. Louis, one of my favorite venues. However, as if this isn't awesome enough, I got to watch the show with a couple of my best friends, Matt and Caleb.

The Hibernauts were...okay. They were decent. Actually, I think my favorite part about them was their rockin' bass player, who had tremendous stage presence, as well as tons of talent.

However, it was Morning Teleportation that provided the surprise of the evening with their bizarre, psychedelic influence. Their eclectic style was an impressive combination of electronic piano rock, pop, ska, with a little bit of punk thrown in, and maybe some Animal Collective influence. Good stuff, guys.



Oh yeah, and the drummer asked me if I knew anybody in the St. Louis area that could hook him up with some weed. Sorry, bro. No clue.

Finally, Elf Power took the stage. The lead singer of the band is the brother of one of our English professors here at Southeast Missouri State University, and has been playing with the band since the early nineties. The band itself doesn't really stretch the limits of music, but it certainly is good, solid rock. Good for jammin' to. It's also really easy to see some of the influence between Elf Power and a related band (from the same record label), Neutral Milk Hotel. Kind of a grungy, rough sound.



Also, my little conversation and pseudo-friendship with Morning Teleportation's drummer (I lit his [tobacco] cigarette for him with some matches I had brought with me for my pipe) eventually came back to do me a favor--who knew? As I was waiting in line to pick up some cool merch (I love to support indie bands) when the entire show was over, I realized that I had spend all the cash that I had on hand on beer (Charleville Half-Wit Wheat!). I asked if anyone took debit or credit, but alas, no one had brought their swiper. When I asked the drummer from Morning Teleportation if they had any stuff for sale online, he said no, but then grabbed a CD from his table and handed it to me. After a quick, "Are you sure?"-"Yeah, man, totally" conversation, Matt and Caleb and I walked out the door and headed home with a new indie EP. Awesome.

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Common Prayer, Pt. 2: Some Books


I went ahead and pre-ordered Common Prayer: A Liturgy for Ordinary Radicals on Amazon this morning. It's co-authored by Shane Claiborne and Enuma Okoro, in addition to Jonathan Wilson-Hartgrove.

There is a growing movement among what many new monastics refer to as "the ordinary radicals" of our faith. People on the fringe of society who live out the countercultural lifestyle to which Jesus calls us. The closest thing to this that I have found is, ironically, the lifestyle of the Benedictine monks in Conception Abbey.

In addition to this new book of common prayer, I am also turning to another revamped edition of a monastic staple: the psalter. I first purchased The Emergent Psalter, by Isaac Everett, almost a year ago because I liked the cover, and at the time the word emergent wasn't as stigmatized in my mind as it is now. However, with my fairly recent resurgence of interest in new monasticism, I have returned to the book--and it's incredible! An entire book (with a thesis-like introduction) covering the complete psalter, with sheet music and "amens" and antiphons and commentary and everything!

One more thing: if you're interested in deep, meditational prayer, pick up a copy of Too Deep for Words, by Thelma Hall. This thin little book is aimed at "rediscovering lectio divina," or holy reading. I have found such great meaning in repeating simple phrases over and over again; both Dietrich Bonhoeffer and Henri Nouwen suggest applying this method to phrases like "the Lord is my Shepherd," or simply, "I love you, Lord." Lectio divina seeks to steep our true selves in scriptures, and to allow us to truly come into God's presence: a place where our prayers of petition seem like babbling monologues, and where the true dialogue which is too deep for human words takes place.

I bring all this up because I've mentioned before that I would rather establish a new monastic prayer community than a hyper-political commune. I am less interested in fighting for international nuclear disarmament (don't get me wrong--I pray almost daily for a reconciled, peaceful world) than I am in cultivating peace and understanding between brothers and sisters in my neighborhood. St. Francis didn't seek to end the wars that left him with something akin to PTSD--instead, upon returning home he transformed Assisi and the people around him, stripping himself bare (literally) as a beacon for God and a symbol of humility to those around him.

Anyway, in Anavah House, I am looking for something with a set prayer schedule, which is why I've been reading all these books. Something along the lines of lauds, vespers, and compline. But I am also examining different ways of worship--does "church" have to include the traditional "worship-offering-sermon-benediction" format that is so familiar to many of us? Or is worship something different? Can worship involve five people retreating to an upper room of a house and chanting psalms with one another? I think so, and I intend to try it. If you're interested in joining our small community, please let me know--seriously, tell me. Alyssa and I are beginning our search for property in the Kansas City area (please know that this should not keep you from joining or visiting our community if you're not in the area--we'll always be open to you). Let's get this ball rolling.

Shalom,

Joshua

Friday, October 1, 2010

Common Prayer

I've said for quite some time now that rather than having Anavah House be a gathering of political dissenters and activists, as is common with new monastic communities, I would much rather share in a community of prayer and common worship.

Today, Jonathan Wilson-Hartgrove announced the upcoming release of a collaborative project called Common Prayer. It's essentially a liturgical prayer book that cycles with the Christian calendar year. I just thought I would share this with you--part of the opening portion of the book is available for free download (PDF) through the book's website.

Perhaps, when we get all settled down in a house somewhere in Kansas City, this will become our daily office handbook. There is something miraculous that can occur when people come together at a fixed time for prayer; but I think that decades of individualistic, anti-traditional evangelicalism has discouraged this sort of rigid life schedule. However, this has only led to disunity, the worship of a "me and God" relationship, and a general breakdown of order in which people are so obsessed with being "free to worship as I want to worship" that nobody ends up getting any worshiping done at all.

We're well on our way to establishing a monastic rule!

Pax,

Joshua

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

More ceramics work...

I spent another few hours in the studio tonight, working on coffee cups. Thanks to my lovely wife Alyssa for the great photos!

Peace,

Joshua


Christianity, abbreviated.

Just thought I'd share this irreverent little piece of humor that I found on my friend Allen's blog. I think it really speaks to the oversimplification of the fundamentalist Christian faith.


Monday, September 27, 2010

Music Sunday (belated edition!)

Sorry I wasn't able to post yesterday. Apart from having a metric crap-ton of homework and driving back and forth between Kansas City, I have been a little more than busy.

Also, Listener and The Homeless Gospel Choir made it to the BSC yesterday, and we had a lovely evening of music and good clean Christian fun (okay, well, maybe not so much. But they were awesome).

So tonight's post is for the three guys that stayed with us yesterday and today: Derek Zanetti of The Homeless Gospel Choir, and Christin Nelson and Dan Smith of Listener.

It may come as a surprise that The Homeless Gospel Choir is not really a choir. It's actually a one-man acoustic punk show, with an edge that is deeply convicting--perhaps even offensive.

"Sometimes I want to build a pipe bomb and blow up some Christian family bookstore; other times, I wish that I had half the courage to learn to love my enemies more."--The Homeless Gospel Choir, "An End to Everything"

If you walked away from this lyric only with the shock of hearing a man muse about blowing up a nice Christian store, which (aside from locally owned independent stores) are really only there to make money in the first place, you have probably missed the point: the struggle between hating our enemies and loving them. Still, Derek's lyrics beg a foreboding question in Christian art: Do we not sometimes need to feel offended?



Chris Nelson also played a short set last night with raw,
honest lyrics. In my conversations with Chris, I found him to be a beautifully humble, caring man, who understands what it means to find your own artistic voice. In one of his songs, he sang over and over something to the effect of "I don't care if it burns down, down to the ground." I'll let you determine what the "it" is.



And finally, good ol' Listener, bangin' on the washing machine. A bonus
to this performance was a projection of an old cartoon (one of those 99 cent DVDs you can get at Wal-Mart) over the entire stage, giving the whole performance a surreal vibe.

After the show, we spent hours together in communion; good beer, good laughs, and good food. This morning we woke up, we ate omelets and drank coffee together, I gave them a few tips about the local tobacconist, and they headed out of town.

The lesson to this story, kids, is that friendship and hospitality are perhaps the most important daily aspects of Christianity. As they left, hugging each of us, I felt like we had made a personal connection that was much more than a simple business transaction. Perhaps if more Christians began loving their neighbors for the sake of love instead of having an agenda of "making them Christian," the world might be truly transformed.



Peace,

Joshua